Hey everyone. I’ve been self injuring for 3 years now. The longest I’ve stayed “clean” is around two months. It’s so hard trying NOT to self injure, and no one really knows how much I’m suffering. Everyday is a constant battle against myself. I really hate waking up in the morning, and having to look at my scars. I want to look in the mirror and feel pretty, not disgusted. People tell me I’m beautiful, but why can’t I see that? I don’t think I know who I am anymore. And I don’t think I’ll ever be who I once was. I’m becoming a monster, and I have no idea what to do anymore.