I can’t exactly tell you why I signed up for here. Everyone on here is on the happy road to recovery, and I’m no where near it. I want to stop, but I don’t. It’s gotten past the point where SI isn’t even a big deal.

I’m here to ask only one thing. Where is a truly trustworthy place to go to when you’re feeling suicidal and in need of help? I don’t want to talk to someone on the phone because I’m not comfortable with that, but like emailing someone. Because I’ve been feeling horrible lately, and I just can’t do it alone. I’ve tried.

Thanks for listening.