… I go through this. I was sitting downstairs, alone–even though, I’m not allowed to be alone, EVER (which is even more annoying than it sounds)–and I got the sudden urge to injure myself. I spent about twenty minutes wandering around my house until I found a tool and then I injured. But the feeling that I needed to hurt myself still wasn’t gone. I’ve been hiding my injuries under a Hoodie for over a day. I don’t even know why I injured myself yesterday. I just felt like I needed to; there was no real reason why, or any real emotional trouble. It was just time to do it. I need help.