right now i’m in math class – we’re supposed to be on compass learning.
i seriously hate this. not the compass learning, though i do hate that.
this feeling. and it’s awful, because i’m not even depressed, really.
lets start over. i’m megan – i’ve had SI issues for 2 years now – since i was 11. i’ve got a good family life. amazing friends. i just can’t stand myself. and i feel like others can’t either. i was just a lead in the school musical. we did “seussical”.
ive made amazing friends through it – we all love drama (club) and acting and singing and all that jawwwwn.
only now its over.
and im alone again.
i had a place where i could go, and do something i loved,and be surrounded by people i loved who loved it too. but its over. and all my worries are back.
all my dissappointments.
my reasons for SI.
my selfestteem is gone.
it was more than a musical to me.