I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I’m alone, I have nobody to talk to. I had one person in my life that made me feel like I was worth something, like I had some sort of value. And I pushed him away. I know a guy isn’t worth a life but when he was the first thing that kept you alive in the first place…it kind of is. I went to a friend and she told me he wasn’t worth it. But point is…I love him. I can’t get over him like he’s gotten over me and moved on. He wants to be friends but it’s so hard. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m better off….gone.