i have been clean for 3months and today it feels like my world is crashing down around me and i finally did IT again. i cant belive it i was doing so good . ugh . why do you act like this ? whats wrong with you ? thats all that i keep saying
I was clean for 17 days and blew it a few days ago and I was mad at myself about it but I realized making myself worse than I already do will probably cause more self loathing and more self-injuring so I decided it happened and I made a bad choice but I can move on and start over again…sometimes we fall and its ok…just try to get back up 🙂 Keep your head up, we can do it 🙂
I was clean for 17 days and blew it a few days ago and I was mad at myself about it but I realized making myself worse than I already do will probably cause more self loathing and more self-injuring so I decided it happened and I made a bad choice but I can move on and start over again…sometimes we fall and its ok…just try to get back up 🙂 Keep your head up, we can do it 🙂