I don’t think I can handle the pressure of having to live up to my moms expectations, we’re nothing alike. I don’t think I can handle the idea of being alone. I don’t think I can handle the emptiness that suffocates me every day; more and more. It’s like I’m screaming but noone hears or they just aren’t listening. I can’t handle this by myself. :/
Don’t try and handle it by yourself. That is really hard, and anyone who has gone through or is going through s.i. will know that.
Reach out to somebody you trust, like a family member or a counselor, friend, etc. Just don’t go through this alone.
I hope this helps,
Staystrong