It’s been about a month since I SIed…I was so proud of myself…then all of the sudden I started to feel anxious and suicidal.  I was crying all the time and hurting so much on the inside.  I needed to relieve the pain…I had gone so long since I SIed…I’m so disappointed in myself.  I don’t feel suicidal or anxious anymore though…but I’m afraid those feelings are going to come back…then I’ll have the urge again.  I don’t want to feel this way anymore!!  Does anyone else ever get like this?  Do you feel anxious b/c you’re not SIing?  Please Help Me!!!