It’s been about a month since I SIed…I was so proud of myself…then all of the sudden I started to feel anxious and suicidal. I was crying all the time and hurting so much on the inside. I needed to relieve the pain…I had gone so long since I SIed…I’m so disappointed in myself. I don’t feel suicidal or anxious anymore though…but I’m afraid those feelings are going to come back…then I’ll have the urge again. I don’t want to feel this way anymore!! Does anyone else ever get like this? Do you feel anxious b/c you’re not SIing? Please Help Me!!!