I find it good to write in here, it feels good to write out what i feel. This have been my secret since i was 13. I have so many scars that i don’t like to look at, i try to avoide looking at them. I try not to be reminded. I have tried a lot of things, i have tried walking it off, sleeping it off, and a lot of others things. Nothing really worked. Yesterday i failed. I felt like a failure.