This feud between my friends and I is getting ridiculous. Now there are rumors going around about me. I’m almost positive that the people mad at me started all of this. I hate it. I abused substances and decided to SI like 2 nights ago. I’m not even sure how I feel about that. I’m not sure how I feel about anything anymore.

I just want all of it to stop. I don’t need this drama. I was actually semi-happy before all of this and now? I feel like I have nothing. And nobody.