I used to selfinjure myself.
I have too many scars,
and I swore I’d never do it again.
I have a few good friends, a boyfriend.
I have a family that in unsupportive, wrapped up in their own problems.
How come, I feel fine, but then out of no where depression strikes back?
How come I am wanting to forget it all and injure?
I don’t want to be a disappointment again, but I can’t help it.
I understand what you mean. The only thing you knew how to do was to SI and than you stop and your forced to find something else. Keep your head up and stay strong.