So my life is pretty much a train wreck, I feel like I barely have enough strength to get up during the day, and its like the only time I can be happy is when I’m with my friends and that never lasts. I feel down all the time, and worthless and hopeless. My mom makes me go to a counselor but the lady just tells me stuff I already know and treats me like I’m five years old, then my mom always assumes things and never lets me speak for myself, and when she tells me to talk its pressured and it all just comes out not making any sense and jumbled into one big stutter basically. She never has anything good to say about me and my stepdad, he’s just awful, I can barely stand to be in the same room as him. Does that make me a bad person? I just don’t know anything anymore. I feel dumb to be on here ranting but idk, maybe it’ll help find peace with my self even if noone else is supportive. Am I stupid for thinking all this? Am I being paranoid?