So my life is pretty much a train wreck, I feel like I barely have enough strength to get up during the day, and its like the only time I can be happy is when I’m with my friends and that never lasts. I feel down all the time, and worthless and hopeless. My mom makes me go to a counselor but the lady just tells me stuff I already know and treats me like I’m five years old, then my mom always assumes things and never lets me speak for myself, and when she tells me to talk its pressured and it all just comes out not making any sense and jumbled into one big stutter basically. She never has anything good to say about me and my stepdad, he’s just awful, I can barely stand to be in the same room as him. Does that make me a bad person? I just don’t know anything anymore. I feel dumb to be on here ranting but idk, maybe it’ll help find peace with my self even if noone else is supportive. Am I stupid for thinking all this? Am I being paranoid?
It depends on the way your step dad is if he’s rude or anything on the negative side maybe you should talk to him or have ur mom talk to him for you about the way you feel.And in my honest opinion if you are seeing a counselor it should just be you and your conselor.Thats the way it is with mine that I have at my school and everything is confidential.Except this one note I gave her that put me where I am now wich I am actually glad for cause noe I am getting help for my S.I. I wasn’t happy at first I was mad at myself.I wrote in the note something about I don’t know what’s going on anymore and I honestly don’t think anyone would care if I was alive or not and something about everyones would just be better if I were dead.But i’m sure that won’t happen I go to a private Christian school.
My stepdad is rude, annoying, hateful, obnoxious, and more. I hate being in the same room as him because his negativity rubs off on me, and I’ve talked to him and my mom about it, but they think I’m making it up because according to them I’m not over my mom and my real dads divorce. But I am, completely. Also my mom doesnt give me a choice if I want to go into couseling alone. So its hard for me to say anything at all, and then if I do talk, mom complains about it to me later and uses it against me to make me feel guilty. 🙁
My stepdad is rude, annoying, hateful, obnoxious, and more. I hate being in the same room as him because his negativity rubs off on me, and I’ve talked to him and my mom about it, but they think I’m making it up because according to them I’m not over my mom and my real dads divorce. But I am, completely. Also my mom doesnt give me a choice if I want to go into couseling alone. So its hard for me to say anything at all, and then if I do talk, mom complains about it to me later and uses it against me to make me feel guilty. 🙁
My stepdad is rude, annoying, hateful, obnoxious, and more. I hate being in the same room as him because his negativity rubs off on me, and I’ve talked to him and my mom about it, but they think I’m making it up because according to them I’m not over my mom and my real dads divorce. But I am, completely. Also my mom doesnt give me a choice if I want to go into couseling alone. So its hard for me to say anything at all, and then if I do talk, mom complains about it to me later and uses it against me to make me feel guilty. 🙁
HAAA i didnt mean to send that over again, it was taking forever so I kept pressing the sumbit button. Ah, I’m a spaz. lol