Am I really falling into the deep end. Will i really end up with an eating disorder? Or do I already have one? Cause I want to so bad but at the same time I know it will destroy me!!!!!!!!!! All I do is cry. It makes me want to physicaly harm my self even more and I know I shouldn’t harm what God made.But geeze it’s sooo hard!!!!
It is hard, especially in the beginning of recovery. But you can get through it.
Hope and peace to you,
<3 rescue
What are you talking about? I was talking about me mayeb having an eating disorder all I can think about when I eat is what it will do to my body and I constantly count calories. I get mad at myself because I want to injure that way so bad but I can’t.I even through food away at lunch at school but at home I have no choice but I get away with it most of the time.