Lately, I’ve been feeling terrible. I’m taking an anti-depressant. Along with two insomnia pills that help me go to sleep. I thought it could be the medication, but I know it’s not now. I’ve been thinking of death; heavily. I was baker acted a few months ago for trusting the wrong person with the fact that I think of suicide and I self injure. My mom freaked out and called a girls grandma that goes to the same school as me. I knew that the grandma would tell her grandaughter, and I was right. It got out and for a while, school was lousy. I didn’t like how everybody knew what happened. So lately, It’s hard for me to trust anybody. I don’t want to talk, even though I know it helps. I haven’t injured in over a week and I’m extremely tempted to do it. I really don’t know what to do at this point….