Lately, I’ve been feeling terrible. I’m taking an anti-depressant. Along with two insomnia pills that help me go to sleep. I thought it could be the medication, but I know it’s not now. I’ve been thinking of death; heavily. I was baker acted a few months ago for trusting the wrong person with the fact that I think of suicide and I self injure. My mom freaked out and called a girls grandma that goes to the same school as me. I knew that the grandma would tell her grandaughter, and I was right. It got out and for a while, school was lousy. I didn’t like how everybody knew what happened. So lately, It’s hard for me to trust anybody. I don’t want to talk, even though I know it helps. I haven’t injured in over a week and I’m extremely tempted to do it. I really don’t know what to do at this point….
I think you can trust almost anyone on here. None of us know eachother personally, therefore what we say is unbaised towards each other.
Oops i clicked the submit button too quick lol. Most of these feelings could be because of the pills you take as well. Talk to your doctor to make sure theres no majoy side effects.
I’m sure it’s not my medication, I’ve already talked to my doctor about it. It’s probably just me going back into old habits.