What is wrong with me!!!? Why am I so self concious about my weight all of a suden? Right now I weigh maybe 190 or 185 and I want to self injure.  Is 190 or 185 a good weight for a maybe 5″2 7th garde 12 year odl girl who will be turning 13 in 2 months.Whos family on both sides has a history of high blood preasure,obesity,and diabeties?