Tomarrow will be exactly 2 months since I last hurt myself. Tommarow will be exactly 2 months since the night. But tomarrow wont be like 2 months ago. Though I still have my urges and sometimes I still feel like I need to, I can control myself. I dont have to be that girl anymore. And Im so happy for that. Im working with my therapist and my freinds are supporting me and I feel free. But its still hard when kids at school notice my scars or question them. Making up excuses so they wont think Im some weird “emo” girl. But Im getting better and thats all that matters now.