heyy i havent been on for a while. i have been soo busy. i tried out for high school cheerleading but i didnt make it so i am going to do volleyball. i cant wait to start.i talked to my friend that moved to texas soo that made me happy. i have been talking to my school counciler about my most of my SI. i havent told her about my worst stuff and i am kinda scared. she has gave me some new stuff to try instead of hurting myself. she bought me a jounal that she said that i could keep in her room and that she wont read it unless i say that i want her to. i really hope that this stuff works soo that i can stop SIing.