I recently lost the only friends i had and it deeply hurt me. I used to SI a couple years ago but my friends convinced me to stop, because they knew that it was just getting worst. Now they are gone and i feel so alone…Nobody else understands what im going and the thought of hurting myself grows. I think about it everyday now. I dont want to fall into it again…cause i know how bad it can get. I just dont know what to do anymore…