Here’s a poem I wrote yesterday, my four month mark.
Four Months
Four months tonight.
Four months of staying strong.
One hundred and twenty days.
One thousand urges
Ten million thoughts
A billion crazy whisper silent screams inside my head
Tormenting me
Trying to make me lose my focus,
My drive,
I need to stay strong.
For the four month record
I will hold tonight,
For the one hundred and twenty days,
For living through
One thousand urges,
And ten million thoughts,
For not listening to the whispers,
For the countless people that I’ve
Hurt
Involuntarily.
I will hold on tonight,
And I will take it day by day
For many more months,
Days,
Urges,
Thoughts,
And maybe,
Just maybe,
I will stay strong
Forever.
Congratulations on four months, that’s an amazing accomplishment.
You should be so proud of yourself, for staying strong.
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