i wanted to thamk you guys for your support i finally got help i told my parents and family and i felt much better no more hiding it .. they were there for me . and they got me help i’m going to classes now once a week and sometimes have to stay  but other than that i’ve been fine…  i haven SIed for 1 month now and i dont feel like i have to do it anymore somethimes the erges come back but i just call someone and they talkto me to get my mind off of it .. ! i’m so happy now i wake up with a smile on my face  i never used to before.. thank you guys so muchh…

i will be here if anyone wants to talk  you can email me at hamel.court13@yahoo.com  thanks so much :):)