Why is S.I. always in my head NO MATTER WHAT!? I just CAN’T GET IT OUT! I pray that God will give me peace. I truly believe he will but at his time not mine.I JUST HOPE IT COMES SOON! I need it out of my head! S.I. is destroying me I want it out of my life! Why is it so addicting? It’s in my head even when nothing is wrong and I sometimes find myself doing it for no apperant reason.