*sigh* well 1 im new here and i dont know how to start out…
lately ive been like sooo depressed for like no reason at all and it kind of bothers me because im like the one thats always tlkn to everyone and tryin to be nice but lately ive been so quiet and i don tlk to anyone really any more and its scary because i dont wanna be alone it scares me but i cant get out of this black hole and i dont wanna fall back into my old ways but i have no idea what to do i feel like when im tryin to be happy and tlk to my friends is all fake… and i dont like it… it makes me wanna sit and cry this is the worst its ever been especially when im about to cry in fron of everyone in the school…. can someone plz help me?…
You need to breathe. Everything will be okay, if you just talk to someone. Not wanting to injure is the first step in all of this. You need to see if there’s somewhere you can get help. Perhaps the school social worker/psychologist or a therapist may work out for you? You can’t keep all this bottled in. I suggest making some new friends, ones who want to be there for you and help you through this. That’s really important also. You always have us, we’re all here for you, too.
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hey if it would make you feel better, you can email me. my email is twilight_princess@comcast.net
i remember i was on my school bus on my way home and i started crying… that happened like three days in a row. So I know what you mean. Sometimes I just feel like sitting and crying somewhere. I know where you’re coming from, so please email me and i can try to make you feel better.
thanks i really appreciate it you guys but i always feel like if i tell someone im going to get judged or tlkd about even if is not out loud and i have 1 or 2 good friends like that but i just dont tlk to ppl no one has ever seen me cry…. except when im fuming… i just dont know what to do and sometimes to help get out of the hole or thats what it feels like to me i injure… but no matter how long i go without doin that i somehow just fall back into the same old things… it doesnt even work
I know how you feel. Falling is scary ive done it many times, and injuring helps you climb back out, but it isn’t a perminant solution. You will fall again soon enough, and you shouldn’t keep injuring to get yourself out. If you ever want to be free from this all you have to find an adult or someone that you see as the person who you would like to tell all your problems too.
And i know what you mean, about being judged, you dont have to worry about that here on this website no one will judge you 🙂 we are all here to get help and/or help others 🙂
yeah i know thats what i always tell myself this will be the last time and then i just keep doin it every time and all my parents seen was the cuts they are like only crazy ppl do that and that i got somethin wrong in the head…… so i dont really have anyone older to tlk to it about here… maybe like 1 good friend but thats about it and even i think she judges me a little in her head