At this point I have no hope left. My (ex)boyfriend is back in a psychiatric hospital after an attempt after we broke up. Its my fault. Always my fault. I am alone, as I will always be. I want to hurt myself. The urges get stronger by the day. He was the only one I could talk to. Now he’s gone. I am so alone.
is not your fault you didnt MAKE him do anything you dont need to blame everything on yourself is not gonna help anything and i know your gonna be like i know but i cant help it cause i do the same thing but you can and your not alone because well i can be here for you 🙂 even though i dont know you but i can be here im here for anyone but yeah
You can’t be at fault for another person’s actions, that’s their decision. Nor can you blame yourself for their problems. You just need to do the best you can to stay alive for yourself, and for the people who love you. As well as for us. You are worthwhile, and strong, and beautiful. Your story’s important, it’s better that you continue it.
<3 rescue
thank you both so much! just to know someone out there can hear me helps so much.