I hate this feeling I can not shake

I cant escape it Soon im going to break

My walls are made of paper This feelings fuel 

This feelings moved from a feeling in me

To being a ruling empire I hate this feeling

Its like my captor This is turning into

A whole life chapter Theres no where to run

Theres no where to hide Its going to keep me in its claws

And eat me alive There is no rescue this time

This is my sealed fate

Because Im just not a soldier I am not fighting a battle

Thats still raging, though ive got older I am 15 years old

This is not what should be my life I should be focused on school, boys, parties

Instead of staying up crying all night I sit and cry in silence

Letting who I am disinigrate  This is how I am feeling

This is what I hate.