I just feel so insignificant. My self-esteem is sort of middle-gauged right now, and I don’t exactly know my feelings atm. I just know that alot of things regarding injury are sort of surfacing, everything except for the action. I know enough not to injure, but it doesnt stop the thought process. I’m just watching alot of things unwind, and the more I try to clear my head or talk it all out, the more prevalent these ideas become. I don’t want to drown in it. I need to get out.