Last Feb. I was hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital for kids from like 4 to 17. (i was on a floor for just 13 to 17 though) Anyway since then Ive told my parents and therapist that ive been SI free. I havent. I’ve relapsed a couple of times. It’s been sort of on again off again. Like i go a month or so without it, pick it up again for a month or so, go without it again. Anyway, it is getting better, better from when it was a everyday thing but I am so ready for it to just be gone completely. I’m thinking about doing a SAFE program, i don’t know which one or when but I’m sort of scared. Idk how to tell my parents it hasn’t completely gone away. Any advice?