I am new here.  I am 29 years old and I’ve been self-injuring since I was 11.  Recently, I hadn’t done it for about 2 years…until today.  I’ve recently had some really bad memories about a psychiatrist I was seeing when I was 19 come up and I’m having a hard time dealing with those memories.  I am really reluctant to trust another doctor, but did decide I want to be done with all these problems and would like someone to talk to, so I called a psychiatrist today and he actually denied me an appointment.  He said he didn’t think he could help me.  That makes me really angry and also makes me feel like no one can help and that no one is willing to help.  I don’t know what to do.