The pain you caused me is
Eating away at Me.
Secrets that have Leaked
Scars that Don’t seem to be healing.
Crying only helps for awhile,
Until the tears run out and the pain is still There
Injuring only helps for awhile
Until the urge is gone and the problems are still
There. Worse.
Falling
Spinning
Hoping
Wishing
Lying
Helpless
I can’t make it go away.
Pain is the ocean
Waves crashing on a broken shore
Littered with tools and broken promises.
Pain is lightning
Striking,
Violent.
Pain is my new best friend
Saving me from the numbness that
Blinds me like fog.
Hope is gone
Best friends left
Abandoned me
Alone
To try to hold my breaking pieces together.
It would be easy
So easy
To just go back to old habits
But it would be so hard
To come back.
I can’t decide
I don’t know anymore
Am I strong?
Can I really do this?
yes, you can, its not easy but you can succeed!
thanks 🙂 it’s just really hard right now.