I’m lost in this separation from God, torn between what’s right and wrong. I can’t seem to let go of what I’m holding so tightly, can’t seem to forget the hurt it’s caused. I need to move on, and forget, but I can’t. Once again I’m in this place of confusion and hurt.
I want to take a step forward, or is it really a step backwards. Will this cause me to take a step to the end, or to a new beginning? Maybe if I completely lose it, if I hit rock bottom, I’ll be able to move on, realize that on this rock bottom is just hurt and pain and if I keep going on this path I’ll lose myself forever.
lost.and.confused~
Just remember… when you hit rock bottom the only way you can go is up. I’m going through the same separation with God and I don’t know how to hold onto the things that are holding mw back. If you ever need to talk email me at emo_chick44608@yahoo.com. 😀
~emo2010