i hope so cause i’m going to… first lets go?to nov. of 08, i met this guy-of course the story has to have a boy- i really feel for him! then he started hanging out with my best friend, next thing i know they are a couple-major ouch- thats when i started s.i.ing. in jan. they ‘broke up’ he never asked her out so it wasnt really a break up- he was really upset and since i had decided to just forget about there ever being an us i was his shoulder to cry on… eventually he and i started not exactly dating, on easter he kissed-my first kiss- i was so convinced that if i let him kiss me he would finally date me, next thing i know its july and still no dating but lots more kissing-yes niw i realise he was using me- so i break up with him, a week later he’s back with my bestfriend-the day we left for church camp i found out. so what do i do? injure. they break upand he’s back to knocking on my door-and i let him back in. he decided he was gonna go further this time thou. i ditched him and stopped injuring in oct. but now i find myself wondering–what if… and i want to know so bad. i’m so dumb. i need to get over him but i dont know how.
I had a somewhat same problem awhile back. It takes awhile to get over the guy, I know. But trust me, you will. I know what it feels like to be used. You feel awful, you can’t even sum up an emotion to say how you feel. And yes, just like you, I starting S.I.ing because of a guy. You’ll get over him, I promise, I know it feels like the end of the world, but it’s not. You’ve got your whole life ahead of you. And you shouldn’t spend it with people like him that bring you down. You will find a guy that treats you how you deserve, just hang in there, you’ll find him. :] for now, surrond yourself with people you know love you, like friends and family. Tell them about your problems, they can help. Just have faith that tommorrow will be better, and that the guy that you deserve comes around, because he will. :]
-loveisourweapon<3