Today’s day 200. I’ve come a long way since the summer. I don’t even think about injuring anymore, even if it’s been around me alot more lately.

Today was a struggle though, I got a bit anxious. Remember that girl I told you about, the one who showed me her scar that I don’t talk to anymore because I refuse to? Well she had scars that I saw today in math, and they made me a bit jumpy. It’s a little scary in the springtime, because three years in a row, this would be the time I would be at a really low point and want to injure. This will be the first year that I’m hopefully going to get through. In ten days, it will be seven months. I’m so grateful for that, for so many reasons.

Thank you all for reading this, you are such beautiful people and you inspire me.

<3, rescue