i just don’t care any more…..i think life is point less….i mean really what is the point? i go to school and get made fun of and i get put down by the teachers and i get things thrown at me in the hall and i get tripped every time i get up to sharpen my pincle…..then i go home do my home work and wait….for what you might ask? for them to come home…..the ones who brought me in to this god forsaken world……i don’t call them my parents anymore they are no longer mom and dad….they beat me and have me clean like im some kind of slave…….i hate it all and my only escape it to injure…………….
i’m really a good student i have stright A’s and i’m numbe 51 in my class out of 616 yet its not good enough for them i need to get better…..they dropped out of high school……..they blame that on me like its some how my fault…….i think maybe it is……i just dont care anymore
I know it can seem like life is just pointless, but things get better. This part of your life is only a few short years. Things can and will get better. School really was awful for me as well and I had a lot of issues going on with my parents. I felt like life was not worth living.
But a few short years later things improved so much.
It is really awesome about your performance in school. With grades like that you can maybe get a scholarship into college which will take you away from your parents for a bit, and you can meet a whole bunch of different new people and friends.
Hang in there. Things may seem awful now, but time will go by quick and things can be better.
Your life is nowhere near pointless. You are here for a reason, we’re all here to serve a purpose. Mine is not revealed yet, and maybe yours isn’t either, but I assure you, you belong here. We are all strong and loved, and that includes you. God loves you, we love you, we understand you. Things always get better. Just wait them out. Sunshine always follows a storm, and the same thing goes for everyday situations. As long as you wait, it will be okay.
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hey sammi ray..ok first off i want to say (and they may edit this out) i just want to strike all those people in the face for messing with you in school. i am older than you. prob old enough to be your mom (insert sad face here lol) but i grew up in a bit of a diff place back in the day. we didn’t deal was much bullying and ish you guys do and it makes me sick. what is sad is your jaded, unmotivated, careless teachers and principals don’t do their ACTUAL job of being a good role model or influence in a young persons life. they all care about some popularity contest and fitting in and their students being popular and winning football games like it is some MTV reality show or something; its all part of the rat race and it STINKS; i am sooooo super sorry u have to deal wthat. i’d say go sneak to the YMCA or girls and boys club after school and take some tai kwan do on the sligh and then fight back next year. as for your parents..they should be ashamed. you work hard, keep to yourself and they treat you like that??? horrible. again sadly teachers not doing their job should notice your upset and misery and do something but no. grrr. well keep your grades up and your head up as much as you can. know that those losers in school will be that way forever. and with your hard work u will surpass them by far. i know time ticks away like syrup so its easier said than done but i promise you if u work hard this part of your life will be long forgotten and you can be independent , happy and successful. and all those people; including the rents will wish they knew you when. sorry to ramble. your story just really got to me. please stay strong and know your a better person than the rest. =)
I’ve never been picked on in school, but i do know what it feels like to be a straight A student and that not be good enough, but if you didn’t care, you wouldn’t be here. You do care, all you want is to be loved. that is a feeling im sure we are all familiar with. So if you ever get to the point where you feel giving up is your only option, just know that you are not alone. you’ve got all of us. And i don’t know what grade your in, but im in 10th and i know i count down to college every day, so remember, you won’t have to worry about them forever. And i don’t know if you believe in God either, cuz i know i went through a phase when i didn’t, but let him be you escape. Not SI.