i just don’t care any more…..i think life is point less….i mean really what is the point? i go to school and get made fun of and i get put down by the teachers and i get things thrown at me in the hall and i get tripped every time i get up to sharpen my pincle…..then i go home do my home work and wait….for what you might ask? for them to come home…..the ones who brought me in to this god forsaken world……i don’t call them my parents anymore they are no longer mom and dad….they beat me and have me clean like im some kind of slave…….i hate it all and my only escape it to injure…………….

i’m really a good student i have stright A’s and i’m numbe 51 in my class out of 616 yet its not good enough for them i need to get better…..they dropped out of high school……..they blame that on me like its some how my fault…….i think maybe it is……i just dont care anymore