My body seem to be wanting me to injure. I cant get SI out of my head. I hate it! I cant even function in a public place anymore. When ever I see a tool I just want to pick it up and injure. But I know I can do better than that. I just need to hold my head up high and not let anything get to me. And I know this is way easier said than done but I’m going to try as hard as I can anyway.
Somehow, this speaks to me. I know where you’re coming from, wanting so hard to stop but feeling like you’re powerless, like it’s all around you. But the hardest and best part of it is learning to block it out WITHOUT avoiding it, and moreso facing your issues. Learning to say no. When there were tools in front of me, I would feel powerful, literally yelling NO at them and leaving the room. How does one overcome an inanimate object? It’s all the power of positive thinking, and knowing that you are a strong person regardless of anything. You can do this, you’re strong. All of us, individually, are strong. We just have to put strength to use.
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Hang in there girl! I love you <3
We are in this together(:
BE STRONG <3
This is Stephanie btw.