My body seem to be wanting me to injure. I cant get SI out of my head. I hate it! I cant even function in a public place anymore. When ever I see a tool I just want to pick it up and injure. But I know I can do better than that. I just need to hold my head up high and not let anything get to me. And I know this is way easier said than done but I’m going to try as hard as I can anyway.