hey there;
i try to keep myself busy, when i feel the need to injure- so i write little short, well sometimes long stories in my notebook. ive never shown or told anyone bout my stories.
im sorry if theyre lamee.
As I lie here; daze from the world. From my head to my toes, I feel the adrenaline rush— wanting to get out; needing. Forgetting what you did, it’s temporarily out of order. Quick fixes are my new besties. I know you’ll never do me wrong; you’ll be there when I need you. an one thing for sure; you won’t get me in the back—im in control.
I don’t know if this means anything to you, but i like it. I write poetry sometimes to stop myself. I think your idea is very artistic and inspiring
hey I’m glad that you have found ways for you that help you not to injure. it’s a neccessary to find that. I’m proud that you are in control and refuse to do it again. it’s a very hard thing to do. just keep writing and keep hope!
*lots of love*
jessielou~
Wow! Your story explains how I feel a lot of the time. I haven’t SIed in about a month and a half and I hope it stays that way. If you ever need to talk email me at emo_chick44608@yahoo.com . 😀
~emo2010