I hate that I trusted you.

I hate that you’re sending me back to where I was before.

I hate crying about you because I don’t want to let you hurt me.

I hate being numb.

I hate wanting the thing that destroyed my life once already.

I hate that I let you hurt me.

I hate leaving so much unsaid, but I never want to talk to you again.

I hate that you built me up just to watch me fall back down again.

I hate wanting to self-injure when i thought I was better.

I hate you.

Sorry guys. Please help… I don’t wanna go back there… its been over three months. 🙁