I hate that I trusted you.
I hate that you’re sending me back to where I was before.
I hate crying about you because I don’t want to let you hurt me.
I hate being numb.
I hate wanting the thing that destroyed my life once already.
I hate that I let you hurt me.
I hate leaving so much unsaid, but I never want to talk to you again.
I hate that you built me up just to watch me fall back down again.
I hate wanting to self-injure when i thought I was better.
I hate you.
Sorry guys. Please help… I don’t wanna go back there… its been over three months. 🙁