I hate that I trusted you.
I hate that you’re sending me back to where I was before.
I hate crying about you because I don’t want to let you hurt me.
I hate being numb.
I hate wanting the thing that destroyed my life once already.
I hate that I let you hurt me.
I hate leaving so much unsaid, but I never want to talk to you again.
I hate that you built me up just to watch me fall back down again.
I hate wanting to self-injure when i thought I was better.
I hate you.
Sorry guys. Please help… I don’t wanna go back there… its been over three months. 🙁
Staystrong
hate is good, at least youre feeling some emotion.
for all things left unsaid-
write it all down.
everything that you need to say;
write it down,.
draw it, doodle it.
whatever it take.
it’ll help some.
its okay to be mad at whoever made you feel this way.
“just scream.
curse the world.
count your blessings.
just let go;
just be. “
Hey there jessielou,
This is beautiful! Thank you.
And yes, hate is much better than being numb. I am actually relieved in some way when I feel pain and anger, because the alternative, either numbness or self-injury is much, much, worse.
Thank you so much again,
Staystrong