I don’t feel like myself… I haven’t self-injured in like 2 months. It made me so uper dooper happy! I thought I was finally better… Now, I don’t feel urges, sadness, happiness… nothing. I don’t feel anything. I try to feel emotions… But it’s all just so fake. I feel bland… I want to injure just to feel something. But I don’t wanna go there again… It caused so much that I just haven’t. I’m scared to go through that again… I hated it. I just don’t feel anything at all. I want to feel something, anything. Nothing even made me this way. My emotions just slipped away…