Do you believe one person can be cursed and could ruin the lives of those around them?

I think I’m cursed…  When I’m happy, feeling good, and have hope of never wanting to SI again…  My family of five other people have the worse luck, like our “New” rental house was going to be foreclosed when I was having a great time at the ITLA show.

But the other half of the curse is, when I feel really depressed, alone, hurt, and like SIing could make me forget my troubles, really good things happen for my family!  Like tonight for one…  My family got new furniture while I was trying to think of a way to get a new tool.

So…  Do you believe in curses?  Am I a curse?