I’ve been doing fine for a while now. I’m forgetting about my problems and living life the way I want to. I’m hoping that I can keep going like this. My family is falling apart and I am starting to miss my sister but I am staying strong. I don’t know why I am trying to find excuses to SI though. I feel stupid because I am trying to find anyway to SI. I honestly don’t want to SI. I don’t know if anyone else feels or has felt like this but I feel completely alone.