I can’t take this anymore!! I try and do the right things for everyone and it always comes to slap me in the face… It seems like every time something goes wrong, it ALWAYS has to be my fault… I’m losing my mind, I’m so afraid of what I’m going to do next… Life is cruel… I don’t want to suffer anymore. I wish I could disappear, and no one could find me to yell at me… Because of my self injury, I’m no longer trusted where I live… The urges are so strong, but I haven’t done anything in 3 days, because I can’t. I don’t belong here, I’m tired of everything I’m forced to go through… If I don’t see a change soon, then I don’t know what I’m going to do, because I have given up. I’m done. I just want my pain to go away 🙁