this is my first time on this website. I am trying to see if this will help me . . . I have had this . . .disease . . .for five years now. My parents don’t seem to notice since i always wear clothes to cover up.  i don’t know what i am going to do in the summer. i really want to stop but the urges are soooo strong and i always give into them. It feels so good yet its so bad . . .