Okay, so I guess things have been going okay. I haven’t injured for about two weeks. It’s still a constant battle of what to choose. My heart wants to go one way, the ‘right’ way, but my head doesn’t care what happens. Doesn’t care about the scars. My head doesn’t really care about that if I keep up with the thoughts, my life in five years could be horrible. I know I just have to choose, but who knew choosing could be so hard, especially when you know what your heart is. I just wish I’d finally follow my heart and get over this giant battle that’s gone on for way too long.