I don’t think I can handle everyday life anymore. Trying to be better than my twin and not ending up like my other sister makes me exhausted. I feel like I have to do my very best on everything because people just expect that from me. I can’t have a smile on my face all day because it is fake. I’m feeling extremely abandoned by my mother so I work ten times harder to make her notice. I can’t be the happy, pretty, fun, loving girl all the time. I don’t know if I can keep my head up. Advice would be appreciated.