this is my first post..i’m not sure how this works..i’m just sitting here crying and i guess right now i really want a response..i’m a complete mess.i started SI-ing at 13..had bulimia nervosa,which i dont think ever goes away..was in a 3 year physically and verbally abusive relationship and only last year turned him over to the police and went through a court hearing..i lost my baby at 18 and was diagnosed with major depressive disorder..that never goes away either and i’ve relapsed in a horrible way..attempted suicide at 19..i’ve injured myself and i cant stop crying.i really dont have the strength anymore and i dont want to keep picking myself up cos its tiring and its draining and its always only temporary isnt it?someone save me