It’s been a little over one year since I hurt myself but I still struggle with it. I am currently in a bad relationship and it is making staying away from self injuring very difficult. A part of me is proud of myself for making it this long but the other part of me doesn’t care. I thought that i had gotten over self injury but the urge is back and just as strong as before. I feel stupid for getting back into this situation, for picking yet another guy who doesn’t treat me right. What’s wrong with me?