It’s been a little over one year since I hurt myself but I still struggle with it. I am currently in a bad relationship and it is making staying away from self injuring very difficult. A part of me is proud of myself for making it this long but the other part of me doesn’t care. I thought that i had gotten over self injury but the urge is back and just as strong as before. I feel stupid for getting back into this situation, for picking yet another guy who doesn’t treat me right. What’s wrong with me?
I’m proud of you for lasting a little bit over a year without SI-ing. that a a big accomplishment. There is nothing wrong with you. You just have to find the right guy. “Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else”