I  honestly feel like giving up because SI seems to always win. I don’t know if I can handle anymore bad nights because that may be the day I hit rock bottom. I’ve never been depressed and I don’t want to but I don’t know if this will end up making me become depressed. I ended up SIing  today for a number of  reasons but I wont complain. I have many people to talk to but they think stopping is easy. Should I even bother to end SIing because I’m scared to find out what is in the future when I don’t SI. Advice would be very helpful. Email me at nevershoutlibby@gmail.com