I Si’d this week. I don’t feel like myself anymore. Everything is heavy and I feel like I’m floating above my body. I feel empty. I’m so disgusting. I can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore. When I do, I feel like crying.
I know what you mean. One day I was hanging out with my boyfriend and he made a smart remark that just upset me with being self concious. I couldn’t look at myself without balling my eyes out and the terrible thing was that we were with his parents so that meant that I couldn’t look at myself. I could look in the mirror or at the rest of me. And I can’t even look at pictures of us. I’ve taken them all down and hidden them so that I can’t torture myself. Our relationship is perfect too. I just am not good for him physically and I can’t stand it. That whole day because I couldn’t injure myself, I was anxious. It hurt do bad to not be able to be home and releave myself. FPX
I know what you mean. One day I was hanging out with my boyfriend and he made a smart remark that just upset me with being self concious. I couldn’t look at myself without balling my eyes out and the terrible thing was that we were with his parents so that meant that I couldn’t look at myself. I could look in the mirror or at the rest of me. And I can’t even look at pictures of us. I’ve taken them all down and hidden them so that I can’t torture myself. Our relationship is perfect too. I just am not good for him physically and I can’t stand it. That whole day because I couldn’t injure myself, I was anxious. It hurt do bad to not be able to be home and releave myself. FPX